Countless of thoughts have been running through my mind for the past few weeks,perhaps due to the fact that a lot of things are coming to an end with the coming big big A's. I hav been so tempted to blog all those thoughts down but i've been resisting the temptation becoz i've got to study.heh,speaking bout studies, it's jus 1 more week to my 1st paper, and to be honest, i dun feel prepared at all.not even a single bit.i duno, i jus hope history will repeat itself and i will still manage to get some good grades heh.
okok i shall jus leave everything for my free time after A's heh.bak to study.

I duno wat's happening...
i'm scared..i rly am..

tmr will be my last official day wearing a school uniform.heh how time flies eh,12 years of formal education.thinking back now, i rly wonder how all these things could have happened in my life.it totally amazes me, i think i mus've been a rly rly rly good person that has done so much good things in my past lives that i'm being rewarded with all these things in this life i'm currently leading. 4 yrs in primary school, 4 yrs in chung hwa, 2 yrs in cat high and 2 yrs in vj (tat makes up 4 yrs in singapore). i guess my life is jus bound to this number '4', a supposedly unlucky number,haha but i seriously cant think my life could've been any better if any of these things did not happen. PTS, getting through the interview that allowed me to skip from primary 5 to secondary 1, goin for the scholarship test that my mum randomly signed up for me, of course the best is still being able to stay in vj despite getting an 8 for my L1R5.and signing up for b2b07, tat's a major turning point of my life, i would have never expected myself to be doing all these things in odac. from someone who couldnt even run a full 1.2k, i've never imagined myself to be running more than 2.4k ever, and now i'm goin for 21. climbing mountains, sth i've always wanted to do but didnt have the chance to, and now i could even say i've climbed up himalayas, haha though it's jus 4000m. and all the ots and camps, they were awesome. spending nights in the great outdoor is jus f*king fun, sry for the word used, haha but it's so damn true. and all the outdoor activities, kayaking,rock climbing, adventure racing, rafting, doing all these is simply a dream come true for me. i wanted to join scouts so much in chung hwa becos i think it's damn cool, but i didnt and joining odac has definitely made up for it, and i rly have to say these 2 yrs as an odac instructor were rly awesome,definitely sth i'll treasure for the rest of my life.
now i dont know whr m i goin to spend my nxt 4 years, hopefully still in singapore, and i shall jus see wat happens after that.haha.
and this is jus another coincidence i realised, my luck seems to be rly good every 4 yrs since the start of this new century, 2000,i got through the chung hwa admission test, 2004,i got through the scholarship test, and now 2008, it's not over yet, but it has been a rly great year, well of course there were some upsets but well,generally it's totally awesome. and i rly hope my luck will be equally or even better for my A's haha.
was looking through the photos jus now,and i jus cant stress enough how fortunate i am to hav met these people in my life. frens from chung hwa, although i've not rly stayed in contact with most of u, well still thx for everything. and then thr r my brothers from cat high, 2 yrs spent with u all were rly fun, esp in 2006, probably the craziest year of my life haha, which group of ppl on earth would play so much before and during exams and still score the As haha.tat has got to be us.
and of course, all the ppl i've met in vj. 07S47 and ODAC, i've said numerous times that u guys rock and i rly rly love you guys.but still it's never enough, thank you so much for everything.
and of course my dear PA Crew, haha pa is a rly cool cca, trust me. to be behind the scenes and controlling everything is jus f*king shiok.although we did screw up a few times *cough* but heh, it's wat we've done and achieved tat matters the most isnt it.haha.
the malaysian scholars,yep yep it's been rly great knowing u ppl more this year, and our random outings/gatherings and meal sessions were rly fun. and thx for the ubin trip, it rly brings back a lot of memories and i finally get to see wild boars!!5 some more haha. and i also saw a snake and a kampung of monkeys, all the animals jus decided to show themselves up on tat day, i wonder why haha. that night at ubin was rly crazy haha and it rly reminded me of all the time i spent with my fellow odac mates. heh emo emo. haha.
yes and of course thr r other ppl tat i've not mentioned, creon callixto, RALPHIEL!, and all my other frens in vj, thank you for everything.